And now I feel like garbage.
There were cookies. Just sitting on the table this morning.
I made them yesterday for Husband.
The last three times I made cookies, I managed to not eat even one of them.
Then this morning. I don't know what happened. All of my self-control, out the window.
As you can see, I only ate the centers of them. As if that is somehow "safer". But I still had the majority of six cookies. And I feel like garbage. I just want to go back to bed.
The worst thing is, I was all excited to wear my new shirts I I just got from Victoria's Secret two days ago. They are what I like to call victory shirts. I tried on a Medium and it was too big. So I bought Smalls. Yes! But now I am in the process of throwing that out the window. I didn't even run today. And it is gorgeous out. I don't have school today but I am getting together with some classmates to study. I will have to take a break after a few hours and come home and run. At least seven miles. No excuses.
I know the feeling...it's like WTF? What did I just do and why? Hope your run makes you feel better about it. I'm hitting the gym just as soon as I get off work.
ReplyDeleteRun is always good, specially when studying. It balances everything and makes you feel so much better.
ReplyDeleteHang in there; all people do things that doesn't quite make sense all the time. <3
Let the cookies be for now - shit happenes. Just move on. You can do it!
ReplyDeleteCould have been worse, you could have eaten the whole of all of those cookies? Ok, not much consolation I know. Does it help that I've probably consumed like 1000x the amount of calories today that you have? Likely an exaggeration, but still. You never cease to amaze me with your willpower and strength. Hope you found time for that run to ease your mind :) -G
ReplyDeleteMissing your posts, hope all is well <3 -G
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